No no don't get me wrong.
I'm not complaining about my skills here for the most part...
But be prepared for "Glory's thoughts when she's by herself listening to music at night"
Because i can rant...
I figured i should do this so i don't hog up Prince's post ;D
I'm not complaining about my skill, or how terrible the world has become really
But i am talking about how big the world is and how small I am.
The world needs beautiful things that i can't give.
Not yet at least.
My sentences are scattered because my mind is scattered.
I think in movements and feelings.
Not formal words and studied grammar.
I want to make beautiful things.
Does anyone else feel like this?
I want to make art.
Draw the beauty i create
Take photos of the beauty that exists
Write the words that make people think beautiful thoughts.
I want to go places and meet people.
Have a tv show where i just get to go to new places and learn wonderful things from people who would go invisible for their lives if not for me.
I want to mean something.
It seems so much to ask.
I just want to make beautiful things.
Has anyone heard of Tyler Knott Gregson? Gosh he's awesome...
I wish i could say things better i guess,
Like as ## as things are,
There's beauty in all of it.
I want to make people cry with words of truth
And think about things they wouldn't think before...
Is that too much to ask?
I don't care how i do it, i just want to have meaning.
People aren't meant to just live things in black and white.
This life isn't about us, but it's about everyone else.
I don't care what i do, i just what to help others
Am i crazy?
For thinking that it's possible?
Am i talking to no one?
As crazy as they are, J.D. Salinger created a people. They are known for going crazy and killing people, but the words are true. The world is a horrible place but that's not how the story ends is it?
Holden caulfield doesn't starting holding anger at the world, and he doesn't kill people... no.
It's more real.
It's almost that he realizes he was wrong in a way.
I want to make things be a dream.
The feel of unrealness
But when they open their eyes, they'll realize it was like that the whole time...
Gosh i wish i could say things better...
Make every word count...
But i really can't i can only try... i hope that one day, maybe i'll have the ability to make things beautiful.
Honestly, i just want the insides beautiful.
I want people's minds to be filled with beauty...
Whether it makes them depressed or happy,
All emotions have a beauty of their own...
I guess the best things, leave you as both.
- things i like:
.... this is why i shouldn't be left alone