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Rock
Rock Talent
FusionFall Name : Rock Talentrepid Level : 911 Posts : 1298 Join date : 2012-06-25 Age : 25 FF Location : The dark depths of the tunnels bellow
| Subject: im dieing on the inside...note kinda a story Thu Dec 06, 2012 2:55 am | |
| welp i have been feeling really strange.. my muscles are killing me sometimes i cant move.. today i woke up and was burning.. and just screaming.. i fell back asleep but slept for 4 hours i woke at 12pm.. in my mind sometimes time moves slowly and others fast.. this was one of those days that felt like a year.. i scared some kids at my school once.. i dont know what the deal was but i was feeling great.. i messing around with this paper not sure why these little demons decided to through a text book at me.. all of a sudden i instantly snapped and caught the text book with 1 hand.. i have learned to deal with pain only scream if i really need to scream.. im usally silent and can take in a lot of hits im still concerned by that 1 week where things where moving by them selves.. almost got hit in the head by a brick.. so yea im not sure whats going on with me right now.. im not lazy i try to do 100 push ups a day.. i can hear my bones creak.. if im mad.. i need to be locked up or just sleep.. i got so mad once i beat up my brothers pillow like everyone tells you to but i beat it till feathers came flying out.. so my bro came in and asked what was in my hands..i said ''its what your sleeping on until i get money'' so yea this is more of a story any body else have weird or freaky experiences???? |
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True Fear
Xtreme Razor
FusionFall Name : Hex Makodragon Level : 37 Posts : 2861 Join date : 2012-09-18 Age : 28 FF Location : Well im over at....STALKER!!!
| Subject: Re: im dieing on the inside...note kinda a story Thu Dec 06, 2012 3:10 am | |
| Uh..this sounds like puberty.. (joking)
But hmm. All i can say is, try not to kill anyone. |
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| Subject: Re: im dieing on the inside...note kinda a story Thu Dec 06, 2012 3:11 am | |
| - rock talent wrote:
- welp i have been feeling really strange.. my muscles are killing me sometimes i cant move.. today i woke up and was burning.. and just screaming.. i fell back asleep but slept for 4 hours i woke at 12pm.. in my mind sometimes time moves slowly and others fast.. this was one of those days that felt like a year.. i scared some kids at my school once.. i dont know what the deal was but i was feeling great.. i messing around with this paper not sure why these little demons decided to through a text book at me.. all of a sudden i instantly snapped and caught the text book with 1 hand.. i have learned to deal with pain only scream if i really need to scream.. im usally silent and can take in a lot of hits im still concerned by that 1 week where things where moving by them selves.. almost got hit in the head by a brick.. so yea im not sure whats going on with me right now.. im not lazy i try to do 100 push ups a day.. i can hear my bones creak.. if im mad.. i need to be locked up or just sleep.. i got so mad once i beat up my brothers pillow like everyone tells you to but i beat it till feathers came flying out.. so my bro came in and asked what was in my hands..i said ''its what your sleeping on until i get money'' so yea this is more of a story any body else have weird or freaky experiences????
hmm well 1) sounds like something out of a movie, 2) think you should check it with a theropist bro. but yeh we all have weird experiences lets see. mine would have to be. hmm lets see. I cant recall any at the moment. |
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Rock
Rock Talent
FusionFall Name : Rock Talentrepid Level : 911 Posts : 1298 Join date : 2012-06-25 Age : 25 FF Location : The dark depths of the tunnels bellow
| Subject: Re: im dieing on the inside...note kinda a story Thu Dec 06, 2012 3:19 am | |
| i tryed a therapist she gave me a stress ball i poped it... and i dont really see that much movies... horror movies yes other then that no.. but yea i dont get mad that easy lol and i dont think i would kill anyone.. this is not puberty krap this is just something i cant put into the right context.. i have alot to tell as i say the things i have seen.. so yea trust meh my life is not a simple one.. |
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Guest Guest
| Subject: Re: im dieing on the inside...note kinda a story Thu Dec 06, 2012 3:24 am | |
| - rock talent wrote:
- i tryed a therapist she gave me a stress ball i poped it...
and i dont really see that much movies... horror movies yes other then that no.. but yea i dont get mad that easy lol and i dont think i would kill anyone.. this is not puberty krap this is just something i cant put into the right context.. i have alot to tell as i say the things i have seen.. so yea trust meh my life is not a simple one.. No ones life is simple lol life lesson. |
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Rock
Rock Talent
FusionFall Name : Rock Talentrepid Level : 911 Posts : 1298 Join date : 2012-06-25 Age : 25 FF Location : The dark depths of the tunnels bellow
| Subject: Re: im dieing on the inside...note kinda a story Thu Dec 06, 2012 3:29 am | |
| - grumpythesheep wrote:
- No ones life is simple lol life lesson.
Amen to that |
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Guest Guest
| Subject: Re: im dieing on the inside...note kinda a story Thu Dec 06, 2012 3:55 am | |
| - rock talent wrote:
- grumpythesheep wrote:
- No ones life is simple lol life lesson.
Amen to that Advise. lets see, write your own book, draw, coloring, something crafty, I could give you a link to a youtube channel thats all about learning how to draw , but yeh thanks for telling people your story though letting it out is a good step. and showers are the best. |
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True Fear
Xtreme Razor
FusionFall Name : Hex Makodragon Level : 37 Posts : 2861 Join date : 2012-09-18 Age : 28 FF Location : Well im over at....STALKER!!!
| Subject: Re: im dieing on the inside...note kinda a story Thu Dec 06, 2012 4:24 am | |
| Probably just a bad week. I've had alot of weird ones. (another story coming on. Possibly a song) One Christmas day, i asked for nothing and i actually got something. Unlike those days when i ask for something and get nothing.The next day i went to school and some kids kept throwing rocks at me because i hit a dog with a pointy stick. I really didn't get that because i thought dogs like sticks. The following day, those same kids asked me if they could borrow a cup of sugar (it was a prank not gonna tell you how that turned out).
Anyways from there it was just boring but still weird. So there ya have it. D's Christmas 4 years ago.
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Oli Zombieweasel
FusionFall Name : Oli Zombieweasel Level : 36 Posts : 13322 Join date : 2011-11-19 Age : 27 FF Location : Aionios
| Subject: Re: im dieing on the inside...note kinda a story Thu Dec 06, 2012 7:11 am | |
| Reminds me of that one morning when I woke up and my right arm was dead. I had to rub it back to life! It only did that twice. Guess I was sleeping on top of it. |
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True Fear
Xtreme Razor
FusionFall Name : Hex Makodragon Level : 37 Posts : 2861 Join date : 2012-09-18 Age : 28 FF Location : Well im over at....STALKER!!!
| Subject: Re: im dieing on the inside...note kinda a story Thu Dec 06, 2012 7:17 am | |
| - Oliver Zombieweasel wrote:
- Reminds me of that one morning when I woke up and my right arm was dead. I had to rub it back to life!
It only did that twice. Guess I was sleeping on top of it. Ya know, reasons like that make me thankful i'm left-handed. |
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hom
FusionFall Name : hom choi Level : 36 Posts : 3753 Join date : 2012-02-05 FF Location : home.
| Subject: Re: im dieing on the inside...note kinda a story Thu Dec 06, 2012 7:39 am | |
| Well ive been hit with a Brick.
A long time ago I broke my hand in a door (It was during 7 legends filming in the chat box)
My dog was trying to go outside so I closed the front door so he couldnt but my front door locks tight when its closed and my hand was caught between and it start HURTING! LIKE MAD! So yeah had a broken hadnd blah lbah blah like a week later some kids in my estate where throwing bricks and hit my hand. |
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Guest Guest
| Subject: Re: im dieing on the inside...note kinda a story Thu Dec 06, 2012 2:21 pm | |
| yeh those are some awful ones. Oh god I hate that I can only remember certain things from long ago and now, but I always remember every humiliating and awful and embarassing and wierd thing I did in my life like I cant enjoy anything without like 10 flashbacks about something humiliating or that I regreted that was similar to whatever I'm doing lol. |
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